Messages From Above- A Blog by Brynn

I’ve shared in previous blogs about signs from my daughter in heaven. This seems like a sensitive topic for some but for me it gives me reassurance and some peace. I am confident that there is a heaven and that my daughter is in the arms of God. I feel like I should share some of my experiences to help others understand why I feel this way. The signs from above happen to me and my family pretty frequently but here’s some of my favorite experiences.

On one of my hard days I was a sobbing mess at Rowyn’s grave. I was sitting cross-legged in the grass in front of her grave crying and rambling off my many questions I have for her. Who watches you in heaven? Who takes care of all the angel babies up there? Or can you take care of yourself now? Do you get to still be a kid running and playing with other children or are you just a spirit floating around? As a parent these are the things I would always be in control of if she were here with me so it’s only natural to wonder who is taking care of her now. I think for any mom we want to know what our kids are doing every minute. We want them to be safe, healthy and happy and just because my baby is in heaven it doesn’t mean that I still don’t think and feel this way.

A few days after I received a message from my Aunt. She knowing nothing about the few days prior of the questions I had asked Rowyn said she had a very important message for me. My Aunt had lost her Mother in Law a few months prior to Rowyn’s passing and they were very close. I had never spent much time with her but I know she knew the bond that my Aunt and I shared. She came to my Aunt in a dream. A very vivid dream of Jackie saying “I have a very important message for you from Rowyn and I don’t have much time so it has to be quick.” “Rowyn laughs, plays, and runs with other children and is in the arms of God.” My Aunt of course told me about the dream that she had received. I felt too much relief. First of all I feel like that is conformation that Rowyn hears me when I talk to her because the message was word for word what I had asked her that sad day. Secondly I felt relief knowing that she must know Jackie in heaven for her to know this and which means she must really be with all our other passed family members. Also it brought me happiness to know that she still could be experiencing life as a child in heaven running and playing with other kids. Lastly how amazing that she said “she is in the arms of God.” I had goosebumps and instantly burst into tears. I knew it was Rowyn making sure I received the message one way or another. Maybe she’s not able to get messages directly to me sometimes but she made sure I received it thru someone else and that’s pretty powerful.

Another message from above that I will share happened to a good friend of mine. Her Daddy passed away a few years back but he was someone that I loved and admired very much. He and my mom dated off and on for years and I consider him the love of her life. Since losing Rowyn, his daughter Tiffany has come back into my life. When I found out I was pregnant we wanted to wait until the 8 week point to tell our family and close friends. So nobody knew before that. Tiffany messaged me to share a dream she had about her Daddy. She said my Daddy visited me in a dream last night. They were waiting in a hospital hallway outside of my hospital room because I had a baby. Tim was getting impatient because he wanted to go into the room and wasn’t allowed to yet. When they got to go in the room she said I had a baby girl and the date was October 23. So of course after she told me I shared with her that I was pregnant…..now we have found out it was a girl. We know that it was her Daddy so excited to tell her about it. Of course heaven knows about babies before we do. It’s just so special that we felt like we could share that blessing with Tim all the way up in heaven. The reassurance is in all the dreams and signs.